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Wednesday, August 6, 2008
I'm sick again ):
I'm sick and resting at home again. I feel so lousy like I'm some girl who is so weak and vulnerable to viruses especially. No! I'm not that kinda girl, just have the time of my month. And this month's cramps are worse than ever. OMG! Haha, but well I took panadol to stop the pain. Didn't want to cos' well, I might be dependent on the drug from this day on... But the pain was continuous, never ending. Argh! So I had to eat 2 panadol pills. Before I faint from the extreme pain like last time. Haha.
Anyway, I haven't been doing anything much. And I actually skipped Biology Test. I'm not happy ok? Though some might think I should be. But I studied for it, so I wanna sit for it and well, know how bad/ well I faired. There is gonna be no school on friday and next monday. Hurray for that. Now I can finally catch some sleep. Hmm, maybe not. Cos' my work is piling up, and exams are coming! JC life is so freaking shit can. Wake up early go school and mug mug mug. Come back at night and study study study. Where's my life?! ):
And yes, thanks to National Day, we have one and a half more day off! Haha. I remembered Mrs Velma Ang telling us one student actually said, "I love Singapore because of that!" Haha. Though true that National Day brought us one more day of holiday, but well there's loads of other reasons why we should love Singapore. I just realised that we've always taken the security of Singapore for granted. Don't you think you feel safe here? Though yes, Mas Selamat is still out not found. But well, that guy is gonna get caught someday I guess. By someone and somehow. I'm actually impressed that there are people willing to quit their jobs to search for that guy. 3 people in exact are doing such a thing. How is it possible that they will find him when people like the Armed Forces dudes have already combed every part of Singapore. Hmm, someone definitely helped him out. Definitely. I'm so surprised when I heard that there was a JI terrorist from Singapore. OMG! What kinda Singaporean is that. I hope he isn't going or planning to terrorise Singapore. If not he will so get karma. It's your own country you shit ass. ):
Back to National Day, though I've always wanted to go overseas to live and study, but well, one thing I can promise is that I will come back to Singapore. Singapore is the place where I grew up in. My motherland. So safe and warm like a mother's arms. So protective my mother land is. (: Thus, I will make sure, my talent and skills are not donated to other countries, but rather kept for the benefit of my darling motherland. (:
So to all those who say you dislike your own country, shame on you. I know of one from my class. That day when she said that I felt sorry for her, and yet angry too. She hasn't learn to treasure or cherish the stability and prosperity of our country. What if you are born in countries like Malaysia, with political unstability. In thailand, with strikes and everything. In China, where the Sichuan incident happened. What if, you won't in these protective arms. Would you still be here? Enjoying the view, the fresh air, the fine education and even the stability and security. Think about that.
If you have unchanged views. Shame on you then. You're the ultimate case, no hope of ever changing your view of Singapore..
Here's wishing Singapore an early early happy 43rd bday in case I don't come online for the next few days.
And yes! Olympics is starting this friday. WOOHOO! TV will from that day be my ultimate stress buster(:
loads of love
clarabel(:
m e s m e r i s e d 12:05 AM
dance and music fanatic,
dance choreographer,
shopaholic and
student at Temasek Jc